Another All-Nighter

I'm having a problem with total insomnia and I have had this problem for two weeks now. It is after 7:30am and I just have not been able to sleep.

Before that, I could not get out of bed. Now I can't get into bed. Why oh why can't I just do the balanced and easy option?

Part of it is due to illness and hormonal changes and part of it is worry. Gas and Electricity bills have gone up so much that I have no means of paying them. If they cut me off, I will survive somehow. I've had problems before and never died of them yet! When you have been through the worst possible thing, it seems to immunise you against future hassles. When I have problems now, I know that I survived the children's serious car accident and the attending trouble it brought with it. After that, nothing seems too serious, although I am dreading not being able to have heating in winter. Still, we have warm duvets and blankets.

C'est la Vie!