Seans Birthday

Sean’s Birthday

Michelle and I went to Tonbridge for Sean’s birthday.  Apart from us, Anselm and Colin were there.  We had roast beef and vegetables.

Sadly, my ME has been playing up, and I had a substantial amount of pain before leaving Folkestone.  When we got there, there was a lot of rushing, getting the dinner cooked, but that was OK.  But at one point, everybody was in the kitchen, all talking at once, and my brain went into meltdown.  It was hellishly difficult to try to remember what I was doing. My heart began racing and I felt shaky, and felt that everything was going on.  It was too much, and I felt exhausted, dizzy and nauseous afterwards so I wanted to come home.  I need time in my own bed, with peace and quiet.  I need some recovery time.  I have had symptoms for a while now, and really MUST be more self-disciplined about rest periods.  Otherwise it all gets out of hand.  

Got an email from my tutor Ann this evening.  She sent a mass email to everyone who passed Module 4, but said she hadn’t finished marking so she would send us our exact marks later.  I’m delighted to have passed, as I really struggled with Excel.