Consequences
On Friday, I walked from the bus stop to my mum’s house.
On Saturday I went on an all day college course. It was too long a day for me and I felt ill and could not concentrate in the afternoon.
Today, Sunday, I had a lot of difficulty getting up. My legs were like jelly, I felt weak, nauseous, with a sore throat and glands. My muscles and joints ache and it is hard to focus my eyes. So it looks as though I’m having a bit of a relapse.
Sometimes I truly resent this illness. My life has to be lived within such tight parameters. Why should a short walk and a day of study be such “sins” that I have to pay for them like this? All I can do is rest and drink extra water and hope I’m well enough for tomorrow’s morning in college. I feel quite despondent. Will it be like this for the rest of my life?
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